Sup icicle it's been years since i wrote anything.. life have just become so empty, the one girl i love has left me.. so they say that if you love her let her go.. i love her so much and it sucks i have to let her go.. it sucks it sucks so fucking much.. i just hope i can just fucking die from this.. besides drinking it's still drinking... no one ever know what i go through at night... no one.... fuck.... i love you andrea i really do..

Hey icicle it has been long, life is great, just that CommonTest is coming meaning exam is around the corner and then there is the driving lessons.. and furthermore now i'm down with a illness it suck big time... it is killing my throat.. Feeling a bit emotion-filled tonight... I just keep thinking bout my sweetest lil thing.. sleeping by her side.. hugging her.. pushin her off the bed.. Life is good.. Except for studies.. totally gives me major headache, and yesterday was like the 3rd time i ever went clubbing and the same shit happens.. COCK FEST!!! WOOHOO!!!! i'm not complaining that there should be more girls cause i just wanna dance with my baby. i love you!!!!!!!!! anyway goin sleep alr not been sleepin in all the right time but all the wrong time.. causing me insomnia alr.. ZzZzZzZzZzZ.. night icicle.. night baby.. i love you...

Hey sup icicle.. been some time since i post.. your birthday is over eh.. been 4 years.. just feel like posting today.. I have no idea why. But why am i so detached to my friends? why doesnt it bother me whether friends abandon me or not? Life is great. Sch started. Life is still goin on. I mean people come and go.. if one have decided to walk out. just walk out. turn and just keep walking.. you know everytime i see a her blog.. i pity him i really do.. there are things i know i guess he still have to learn.. god bless him.. lol.. beside that i have nothin else alr.. Happy with my life.. Happy with the one i love.. nothing better then this.. ^^ night icicle.

AH....................................................................................................................
MAJOR.............................................................................................................
SIANSATION...................................................................................................
3 MORE DAYS...................................................................................................
SUPER LONG AH...............................................................................................
HOPE SHE IS FINE.............................................................................................
I NEED SOMETHING TO CALM MY MIND SOMETHING TO GIVE ME PEACE....
MY MIND IS HAVING A WAR WITH MY HEART ONCE AGAIN...
THE OTHER TIME MY MIND AND HEART BOTH LOST...
YET THIS TIME I AM SURE MY HEART IS WHERE IT IS BUT MY MIND IS JUZ...
ARGH.............................................................................................................................................
NOTHIN BUT A WORRIED SOUL.............................................................................................
SHALL TRUST HER.......................................................................................................................
SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF HERSELF KENG HEI SHE WILL LIKE SHE PROMISED......
SO CLEAR YOUR MIND AND JUST TRUST HER.....................................................................

Sup icicle. been awhile hasnt it.. pretty much life beens great.. Nothin much to say.. guess life is more stress free den it use to be.. At least now i only have to stress about studies and nothing else.. Love life now pretty much is nothin but colourful rainbow.. and i sure hope this rainbow will last for a long long long longgggggggg time.. Seriously andrea has been very very good to me... Like i really have no idea how to tell you but hell this is seriously wonderful... Seriously.. that day when we were watchin Benjamin Buttons.. In the show it kinda mention how everything really juz falls into place.. one thing affecting another.. and finally causing something to happen... Pretty much calling it fate i guess.. Like seriously..

If i had not went swimming with them the day before.. if i had not asked.. if they had not invited... if i had not sign on... If i had not get my money.. If i had not been single.. If i had not given a chance to club.. if i had not drink... if i had not dance.. if they did not see her.. if she was not forced to dance with justin.. if justin was any cuter.. if she saw something in justin.. if i did not wore white and if she had not wore black... if i had not turned.. if i had not seen her smile... if i had not talked to her... if i had not dance with her.. if she had not seen something in me.. if i had not when there and sit.. if i had not asked for her number.. if i had not been formal.. if i had not made an impression.. if i had not msged her again.. if she had not replied me... if i had not moved on.. if i had not forgive myself... if i had not been truthful.. if i had not tell her how i feel.. if i had not been true to my heart... if i had not done a lot of things before this.. i would have not had met her.. the list icicle.. goes on and on and on... but u get the point... seriously.. ever since i met her she had been wonderful... she is seriously beautiful both inside and out.. What more is there to ask for... Simply now only one thing much left to say and do... Cherish... Cherish her.. Cherish the moments spent with her... Cherish the thing she do.. (touchwood... pui pui pui choy choy choy!) Cherish before losing her..

Icicle.. I would say.. pretty much that she is someone i truely fall in love with... not cause i am lonely.. not cause i need sex.. not cause i am a hero.. not cause of any causes... Just simply... Love... Guess That's pretty much it... Night Icicle.. Turning 4 next month... Just In Case.. Happy Birthday Icicle.. thanks for always being here... Nites Baby.. *hugs and kisses*... I Love You... Sleep tight world... Pleasent Dreams..

Sup icicle.. Life never been better.. cept for the fact sch man.. tat totally suck balls... Other than that.. Life is great simple and fun.. Being with andrea is simply juz no worries.. our relation is juz getttin better and better i guess.. i mean she is totally great i am glad i found her.. though she may not be perfect.. but she is juz simply more den i can ask for.. What more can i say.. I love her. anyway happy '09 icicle.. Hope things will go great this year.. hope life will still be smooth sailing... Time to zzz... sch tmr yos.. Nite World.. Nite icicle.. Nite Baby..

Icicle... it the 4th day she is at japan alr.. like sian got a not.. i miss her la... i cant wait to see her soon.. You know this few days a lot have been running through my mind.. really i had so many questions without answers.. But seriously... i think i just simply miss her a lot.. without her here juz feel so different... for the past few days i had been guarding in front of my laptop waiting for her to be online.. juz really happy to spend that lil time with her to chat with her.. it makes me feel so much closer to her..

Baby.. i really dunno how to explain how i feel... the overwhelming feeling inside is juz so strong.. juz telling u tat I Love You.. is juz like not enough... Juz showing u that i love you is juz now enough.. my heart scream.. and scream but juz i juz cant find a word or phrase to tell u how i feel.. So mayb closes to it is tat I Love You.. I'm sorry that i let my doubts get the better of me.. but i simply couldnt help to feel green.. but baby.. u.. u understand.. u assured me... i really feel damn happy.. i dunno how to tell you but i really juz feel that i need you by my side.. i am afraid to lose you.. but at the same time if i really had i would let u go.. the reason is simple.. is juz cuz I Love You.. Let our past be of our past.. Let Us Walk Together... Let Us Start A New Chapter.. Baby.. I cant promise u anything.. But I will try my best for everything.. ^^